Decisions.

Days passed and suddenly they resume back to piercing through me for having flaws, for being me, for trying to survive. 

Everybody trying to force their beliefs, thoughts, ideas and suggestion into me watching me bleed and not stopping believing they are creating a better me. I live a life admitting mistakes i made, taking blame and owning up for my mistakes but humanity has a different way of operating.

Every human has their suggestion to a particular thing for example flipping the coin is going to get us the head, some suggesting going for the head and those unsure waiting for whatever the result is going to be. Apparently those people who are very unsure of what the result is going to be are convinced to joining a group. 

Every unsure person should be able to stay to decide on the group they belong and not have to be convinced to joining a group.