The end of love.

Love? an illusion right? seemed that way before i met her. she wasn't the most beautiful wasn't the smartest but she was mine, i was hers. 

Days seemed like minutes around her, months seemed like days, then i stopped wanting the little time with her. i wanted eternity, her greatest fear was drowing *a secret only me knew, she was scared of water* 

She seemed too good to be true but she was true and things were beautiful, i was living in a fairytale a fairytale i didn't believe in before her. 

I was away for days leaving her because i needed a week off to attend to some business, before i took time off she told me her friends planned a party at the beach and she had to go so we planned it. 

The day she was going i overslept, waking up to messages and missed calls from her with her writing she was on her way and she got there already. 

Hours later an unknown number calling me telling me, she was at the hospital after getting drowned at the beach. I didn't believe but i felt my heart slowly stretching to the maximum length and breaking to bits. 

I drove as fast as i could arriving to her on the bed covered up in a white sheet, she left. i couldn't cry every part of my soul left me. I held her hand they were cold she didn't hold mine tight like she used to, she way laying there with her eyes closed and her lips dried. I died the second i saw her in that position.

According to the reports the police got she got pushed in by a random person, arriving to our apartment and then i realized there wasn't me, i never existed without her. she made me, i needed her but her leaving left me blank in dark space waiting for the final end maybe ill get another chance to watch her smile at me.