Dear Diary.

 

Dear Diary,

New Year again, hopefully this year is better than the last. 

Been a while we talked I know but today I saw the most beautiful girl on instagram, over 5million people on that social media and I doubt anybody can be more beautiful. Her name is Angel. 

Dear Diary,

Guess what, she followed back! I can’t believe it I desperately want to shout but sadly we know I’m not much of the shouter. 

I proceeded and tried talking to her. When i asked she spoke like an angel (well, she didn’t act like i could have known it). I wish I could tell her how long i needed to hear her voice or even get a reply from her. I have to keep my cool. 

Dear Diary, 

I’m aware, been months I really suck at keeping up. Well Me and Angel got closer, sadly I couldn’t man up yet so I’m stuck in the friend-zone. 

Dear Diary, 

Sigh. Me and Angel talked today, She really loved her boyfriend. They broke up and I had to comfort her. She told me i was the best friend on the planet. I wish I could tell her how I felt and what I wanted. 

Dear Diary,

I’m aware Happy new year. Angel has grown even more beautiful if that's even possible. I saw her at a party with her ex seems he’s winning her over again. My heart sank, she was happy as ever. We talked about him, she says he's different and he changed somehow. 

Dear Diary HAPPY 2022!

We were all the happiest we've ever been. Angel ran up to me after everyone shouted and wished each other and kissed me on the check and yelled "WE MADE IT!". Honestly we did 2021 was pretty insane. Angel then ran to her ex and kissed him deeply. Well it hurts to see that. 

Dear Diary, 

I’m approaching Ayo today. Oh yeah i didn’t tell you his name before, Angels ex and current boyfriend’s name is Ayo. 

Well didn’t go too well, i told him how i felt about Angel and after certain level of trying to explain to him i got him pretty bad. 

Dear Diary, Angel’s getting married today. Seems Ayo won. 

Everyone was happy well except me. Angel had the biggest smile on her face ever. I smiled back to make her happy. During their kiss I had to look away, and blink the tears out of my eyes. I wish I could've told her how I felt but well i guess it’s late. 

Dear Diary, 

I didn’t want to slip up to depression so I’m here. Angels car got in an accident, according to the report she was on a medication that had her dizzy. 

I don't want to live anymore. She understood me, honestly at a point i felt i lived for her. Where do I go now what do I do. After days of being locked up her mother brought me a box from Angel’s house. The will said i was to receive all it's contents. It was basically filled with pictures of us, hard copies. I never even knew she had them printed. Also an earring i gave to her on her wedding and her Dairy. 

Her Diary 

Stephen please ask me to be yours. 

Every year she wished for that, and it never came true…